Don’t know why, oh so strange, oh so strange, the way I feel, Feeling this way more and more, creeping feelings at my door, More triggers now than before, don’t really understand the core, Reason for anxiety, misunderstood priority, misdirected energy spurred by events ahead, Circumstances of my choosing and not, so so strange, stomach, …
A Heartfelt Reflection: SCU Class of 1989, 35th Reunion
SCU89_R35. I like to come up with short-hand / abbreviations for things, and that’s what came to mind for our college class reunion just concluded. Another short-hand reference could very well be “lovefest”. Allow me to explain why I leap immediately to the word “love” and our classmates. Certainly, it is only my perspective I …
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Go Local
Go local when you can, For carrots, corn, or IPA, Local? GOOD. [Disclaimer: Anything under 500 miles I’d consider “local”.] Tracy, CA Oakland, CA Bakersfield, CA San Carlos, CA
Fortified
I seem to end up fortified when we come together, over time and space, then gathered, Broad swath of friends and classmates from our common experience from decades past, Classes and clubs and teams and work and internships and plenty of social, Common circumstances and experiences all, stories piled on stories on memories on memories, …
Best In Class
These folks I know, best in class; hell, some I don’t really know that well, Best in class. All walks, backgrounds, stories, struggles, talents, wins, Wonder, is it any wonder, often I wonder, how did I get here? Wonder if I can be Best in class. This foundation laid, we slayed, stayed together over time …
Questions of the Cosmos
These questions, they roar into my brain, Maybe sneak in sometimes, There are big questions and little questions, and many mostly out of my control.
Stuck
Stuck in the funk, far from drunk, Every turn, room, something to do, behind, haven’t done, need to do, Walls closing in, inside out, no doubt it’s in my head, sense of dread, It’s all got me stuck, stalled out, gotta get outta stuck, Out I go, unstuck, one step at a time.
An Except from Mary L. Trump Writing
Published via X (formerly called Twitter), 4/29/2024 Mary Trump is a niece of former president Donald Trump. “I am so tired of him. 1/ I am tired of his face. I am tired of his style of speech. I am so tired of his lies. I am tired of his bluster, his narcissism. I am …
Lull
In the lull, dulled out, Spark missing, no kissing, Never enough, missing tough, Rolling over again and again, no end, must bend, To will, would that I could do, CAN do, Just the next right thing, Way out of the lull, wade out, one step at a time in the right direction, slog? Fine, One …
Hung On Love
Night to day, rough transition, too early thoughts, dark, brooding, Day of rest and rejuvenation hoped, fleeting in an instant, Each thing I want, slipping away, left standing in the darkened room, ashen bits dripping down, sullen, Suddenly feeling, giving into what is, Days of oppressive heat, Chores left undone, waiting, Insistent, argumentative children, Struggle …