Particular dynamic of late, last few months, new real,

LHL, middle kid, in the middle of a new real, brain playing tricks anew,

Who knew it would, could be this way?

Not naive, not that I didn’t know it was in the world, this certain condition,

Certainly different when you witness another when their brain circuits dance about, repeatedly rapid fire,

Nothing to do but keep safe and wait, and pray, helpless,

Nothing to do but wait, as I find myself now, again,

Predawn, this is when the dance happened for him yesterday, mosh pit brain, nothing you can do and so waiting, hoping no, hoping no,

Witching Hour, waiting,

When the writing flows free form, thoughts to page, then waiting again,

Fun if not for this strange reason, waiting to witness my son’s mind dance,

Please no please no, during the Witching Hour.